GOD's LOVE letter 4 you & ME

You may not know me, but I know everything about you. Psalm 139:1
I know when you sit down and when you rise up. Psalm 139:2
I am familiar with all your ways. Psalm 139:3
Even the very hairs on your head are numbered. Matthew 10:29-31
For you were made in my image. Genesis 1:27
In me you live and move and have your being. Acts 17:28
For you are my offspring. Acts 17:28
I knew you even before you were conceived. Jeremiah 1:4-5
I chose you when I planned creation. Ephesians 1:11-12
You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in My book. Psalm 139:15-16
I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live. Acts 17:26
You are fearfully and wonderfully made. Psalm 139:14
I knit you together in your mother's womb. Psalm 139:13
And brought you forth on the day you were born. Psalm 71:6
I have been misrepresented by those who don't know Me. John 8:41-44
I am not distant and angry, but I am the complete expression of love. 1 John 4:16
And it is My desire to lavish my love on you. 1 John 3:1
Simply because you are my child and I am your Father. 1 John 3:1
I offer you more than your earthly father ever could. Matthew 7:11
For I am the perfect father. Matthew 5:48
Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand. James 1:17
For I am your provider and I meet all your needs. Matthew 6:31-33
My plan for your future has always been filled with hope. Jeremiah 29:11
Because I love you with an everlasting love. Jeremiah 31:3
My thoughts toward you are countless as the sand on the seashore. Psalms 139:17-18
And I rejoice over you with singing. Zephaniah 3:17
I will never stop doing good to you. Jeremiah 32:40
For you are My treasured possession. Exodus 19:5
I desire to establish you with all My heart and all My soul. Jeremiah 32:41
And I want to show you great and marvelous things. Jeremiah 33:3
If you seek me with all your heart, you will find Me. Deuteronomy 4:29
Delight in Me and I will give you the desires of your heart. Psalm 37:4
For it is I who gave you those desires. Philippians 2:13
I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine. Ephesians 3:20
For I am your greatest encourager. 2 Thessalonians 2:16-17
I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles. 2 Corinthians 1:3-4
When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you. Psalm 34:18
As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to my heart. Isaiah 40:11
One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes. Revelation 21:3-4
And I'll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth. Revelation 21:3-4
I am your Father, and I love you even as I love My Son, Jesus. John 17:23
For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed. John 17:26
He is the exact representation of my being. Hebrews 1:3
He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you. Romans 8:31
And to tell you that I am not counting your sins. 2 Corinthians 5:18-19
Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled. 2 Corinthians 5:18-19
His death was the ultimate expression of My love for you. 1 John 4:10
I gave up everything I loved that I might gain your love. Romans 8:31-32
If you receive the gift of my son Jesus, you receive me. 1 John 2:23
And nothing will ever separate you from my love again. Romans 8:38-39
Come home and I'll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen. Luke 15:7
I have always been Father, and will always be Father. Ephesians 3:14-15
My question is "Will you be my child?" John 1:12-13
I am waiting for you. Luke 15:11-32

Love, Your Dad

why it happened to me?

tanggal 28 september kemarin tuh hari ultah pernikahan bonyok
but i totally forgot about it
jam 2 siang aku ngantar mama cs ke gereja
sesampainya dirumah tiba2 mama telpon, minta supaya monika dijemput sekarang
well, actually, monika tuh jadwalnya gw jemput jam 3.30 n anthony jam 3
jadi gw rencana jemput toni dulu abis itu baru jemput monika

jadi sekitar jam 2.30 aku berangkat lagi dari rumah jemput monika
but half on my way to picking up monika
an accident occurred!
my car was hit by a motorcycle
gini ceritanya tuh mobilnya kan jalannya dengan kecepatan biasa2 aja
suddenly ada 1 motor yg motong jalan mau melewati mobil hitam yg ada di samping depan gw
because there was no space for the motorcycle, akhirnya tuh motor nabrak mobil gw n bumper mobil gw lepas, roda depan kanan pecah and also lampu mobil gw pecah. not only my car, but the motorcycle punya pengemudi jatuh terplanting. gw shock and all my body was shaking!
dan itu gak berakhir begitu aja, ternyata ada 1 motor lain yang ikut juga motong jalan
the second motorcycle didnt hit me at all but dia gak sempat rem n ikutan jatuh, handphone nya rusak n he asked me to change his phone. can you imagine it?!
the first motorcycle punya pengemudi tuh yg jatuh tadi ternyata bagian ITU nya sakit. OMG.
i have nothing to say
but luckily sesudah dibawa lari ke rumah sakit terdekat, d scan, gak ada retak or patah sama sekali
the other minutes, policemen came n i said that my mom is coming (sesudah kejadian itu, gw langsung cepet2 telpon mama)
selain polisi2, ada juga huana2 berkerumunan
you have to know that motor pertama yg nabrak tuh huana dan motor kedua yg ikutan jatuh itu chinese aneh yg minta gw ganti rugi HP nya
cerita nya tuh panjang banget ampe2 gw gak tau lagi gimana harus ceritain

urusan selanjutnya diurus ama mama cs ke rumah sakit n papa jam 5 waktu nyampe rumah langsung cepat pergi ganti ban mobilnya
jam 6.30 an mama n papa sampai rumah but org huana itu gak mau damai sama sekali
lho? padahal dia yg salah, tapi selalu aja mobil yg d salahin

jam 9.30 malam tiba2 ada org telpon mama n ngom kalo mereka sudah mau damai intinya mau minta uang gitu, jadi sekitar 5 jutaan dikeluarin, blum lagi mobilnya yg mau dibawa ke bengkel.

besoknya sepulang dari gereja jam 9an mama cerita d dalam mobil kalo papa tuh ngom ama mama, "jadi ini kado pernikahan nana untuk kita? anthony punya kado beasiswa, nini ke korea"
pada saat itu juga gw bener2 langsung nangis T.T
sedih banget rasanya
gw menjadi anak yg gak berguna sama sekali...

Congratulation MEI

mei
gw ikut bersukacita neh denger kalo lu lulus SPMB
malahan gw tambah senang lagi lantaran lu lulusnya tuh d UNPAD jurusan komunikasi
hehe =)
seneng banget rasanya...
rasanya tuh TUHAN tuh adil banget ya...
Pokoknya selamat dhe
ohya
hermanto tuh kuliah dmn?
Bandung kan kalo ga salah inget?
gw juga ada beberapa temen lain yg seumuran kuliah d bandung juga
salah satunya Maria Regina (tar gw pasti kenalin!)
Pokoknya selamat ya mei....

Confusing ME

well...
gw bener2 bingung
semua org pada nanya ama gw
"lu ga jadi k beijing ya?"
"jadi gmn si johanna?"
"kasian lo dia?"
"jadi lu mau kmana?"
"plinplan bgt sih lu!"
"focus..focus.."

ckckckck
gw rasa gw lama2 bisa meledak lo
bayangin aja
gw rasa gw jarang ngom ke tmn2 kalo gw ga jadi berangkat k china paling2 cuma k bbrp tmn doank
tapi ternyata tmn2 gw?
uuhhhh...
sebel bgt!

Leaving on a jetplane part II

ga nyangka banget dhe hari ini gw udh balik Medan lagi...
gw harus kembali k kehidupan gw yg semula lagi...
k kehidupan yg hampir gw lupakan selama 1 mingguan d KL
sedih...sedih banget...
coz rata2 gw udh akrab ama tmn2 cece gw yg d greja
mereka tuh org2 yg seru banget
hikzzz TT

hmm
bisa d bilang memang rencana Tuhan gw k KL
coz dsini lah penentu masa depan gw
dimana gw makin sayang ama Tuhan gw sendiri n gw finally tau gw harus ambil jurusan apa ^^
dsini gw d ajar untuk care ama sekitar
juga d ajar banyak hal yg buat gw makin bertumbuh dan dewasa

tapi sayang banget ya...
udh bisa beradaptasi dsini malah harus balik k Medan lagi

ohya....
although gw udh tau jurusan yg harus gw ambil yaitu Mass Communication
gw mase blum tau mau masuk universitas apa n d mana
hehehe
pliz giv me some info readers!
thx

Cinemas in KL

Cinema?
hmm kalo ga salah itung gw dah ntn d cinema sbyk 4 film dalam waktu ga ampe 1 minggu dsini
hahahahaha
hebat kan gw?
hehehe
but still film yang gw nonton ada yg bagus n jelek
*film pertama gw lupa judul film nya abiz bener2 jelek banget jadi buat apa tuh judul d inget2
abis2in memory otak aja ^^ intinya tuh film horror yg paling ndak nyambung yg gw pernah ntn. amit2 dhe inget tuh film. ntn d piramid sunway
*Cars udh lama seh nongol mtuh film . Dulu waktu gw d Medan, Monica dedek gw ngom kalo tuh film bagus bgt n bikin dia terharu ampe berkaca2 hikzz. so dsini gw ajak ce ni2 buat ntn tuh film, but udh gw ntn ampe selesai pun gw ga rasa sedih at all.....anyway still animation film yang bagus kok. ntn d piramid sunway lagi lagi ^^A
*Stay alive film horror yang bagus n nyeremin. wakz gw ntn ini ampe jerit berkali2. ohya gw ntn film ini d TIMESQUARE.brrrr dingin bgt seh bioskop2 sini. gw ntn ampe gemeteran kedinginan
*truz kemaren nonton pirate .two thumbs up dhe.lucu bgt ampe 1 studio ketawa ngakak hahahaha, keren juga, pokok'e OK bgt tuh film. anyway ada 1 bagian d film itu yg bikin gw jerit gara2 kaget. gila ampe dplototin ama org yg duduk ddepan gw malu bgt >.<

Leaving on a jetplane

hari ini gw ke KL sendirian
gila man...
hal2 yg buat gw bersyukur ama Tuhan coz gw bisa nyampe dgn selamat :
1. gw tuh berangkat sendirian
2. waktu pramugarinya sobek gw punya boarding pass eh kesobek juga luggage number gw
luckily tuh waktu dalem pesawat pramugara nya nanya "Adakah disini cik Yohanna Wijaya" untung deh kalo nggak gila, gw ga bisa ambil koper gw tuh
3. naik taxi sendirian dari airport LCCT ampe ke ridzuan condo
takut banget dibawa lari hahahaha khayalan gw terlalu tinggi
4. SIMPATI GW GA AKTIF dan ini adalah hal yg paling menyebalkan. gimana nggak coba, gw udh nyampe ridzuan condo tapi ternyata cece gw ga da d rumah. nunggu ampe 1 jam gitu akhirnya rasa malu gw terkalahkan hehehe gw terpaksa pinjem hp org SKSD PALAPA gitu deh
dtolak ama 1 cow hikzz finally 15 menit kemudian pinjem ama 1 cew abiz cow itu ga duduk2 d taman lagi ^^
5. gw br sadar kalo koper gw rusak hikzzzzzzz

trus tadi gw ke taylors coll disana gw conselling gitu deh mengenai major2
finally gw beli nomor digi disini
nomornya unik bgt hehehehe mirip ama tanggal ultah gw neh

dah dulu yeee
gw udh capek ketiknya

Dodol

Kenapa gw kase title "Dodol"?
hehehehe
abiz kemaren dodol komplain ke gw buat post sumthin disini
so gw mengabulkan permintaannya
hehehehe

kemaren gw bangun telat (lha?bukannya biasanya lu bangun telat?) jam 9.30 neh
mana harus ke skul jam 10 pula buat cap jari
gw ampe kalang kabut mandi
parah nya udah telat gw mase bisa makan roti pula
biar telat asal selamat(ga kelaperan)
hehehehe

terus udah ampe d kelas, gw kaget minta ampun
temen gw, cecillia tiba2 berubah
gimana ga berubah coba
rambut dia d cat n warnanya itu looo
silau men....
ckckckck
no comment deh

karena nama gw berawalan Y jadi harus nunggu ampe lama banget. udah stress banget pun masa harus nunggu ampe gitu lama!!!
lulus seh lulus
tapi nilai gw gimana?
kan ga mungkin lulus tapi nilai gw 5 semua
gw ampe stress mikirinnya
mana temen2 gw punya nilai bikin iri pula, masak semua nilai nya diatas 9 e
finally waktu gw lihat nilai gw
syukur deh ternyata gak malu2in banget
hehehehe

abiz cap jari gw ama meilani, nina ke thamrin plaza
ga da rencana nonton malah tiba2 mereka ngajak nonton
padahal gw lagi bokek alias ga da duit (gw lagi bulan tua)
huahuahua
ampe mereka bela2in mo minjemin duit
malu deh
di thamrin yang lebih ga nyangka lagi gw ketemu ama fultimers di IEC
wakz
ketemu ama dia lagi....
gw ampe deg2an
gimana nggak?
masa ketemunya pas banget gitu

pulang dari sono malem2 gitu gw sms an ama meilani ngom ma dia kalo ga mau lagi ngerjain QOM and will never ever sms dia lagi
mei bales sms gw ngom kalo dia juga sama ga mau sms an ma QOM lagi...
rugi gak ya?


ohya lupa ceritain neh
gw , meilani, nina kemaren ntn film HEART yang maen tuh Nirina, Irwansyah, satu cew lagi gw lupa hohohoho sori deh
film nya tuh sedih banget
gw nonton nya ampe leaking gitu deh
parahnya waktu lagi deras2nya gw n nina nangis tiba2 d film is over n d light is switch on
kurang ajar banget kan
masa lagi seru2 nya nangis tiba2 lampu studio nyala
sebel banget
meilani?
yup2
melani ga nangis sama sekali
tuh anak memang girl with no feeling
hehehe
dia malah bilang kalo tuh film bagus tapi sedih
huahuahua
gw ampe ketawa ngakak kalo inget waktu nonton kemaren meilani sibuk tenangin gw n nina waktu nangis
hehehehehe
gw n nina terpaksa keluar dari studio itu dengan mata bengkak abis

XL

hari selasa lalu gw beli no XL bebas
gw seneng banget abiz gara2 beli tuh nomor, gw bisa bebas sms gratis ama temen2 gw
hua...
bisa sms an ama VIA (my really best peeps waktu smp dulu),INA(dulu abis selesai smp langsung pindah ke jakarta keknya sekarang tuh anak mo kul d unpar),BOBY,and also gw bisa sms an ama QOM (only me n meilani know bout him)
huahuahua
QOM?
kadang2 memang gw merasa bersalah ama dia
tapi apa bole baut le...
rasa bersalah gw ketutup ama rasa penasaran gw
hihihihi

What should I do?

Hari ini mama ceritain ke gw tentang orang China yang jahat
tentang banyak HTS dari China datang ke Indo
terus ada hipnotis berkali2 di Jl. Asia oleh orang China
ma2 gw ngom kalo gw bagusan ke taiwan aja
so gimana neh?
what should I do?
padahal gw udh apply kesana
gw bener2 bingung...
gw bener2 takut...

Rencana awal gw seh mo ambil program bahasa 1 tahun
tapi gw kurangi jadi 1/2 tahun.
Jadi tadi sore gw sms aJo (yg bakal sama2 gw ksana) gw bilang ke dia ttg hal ini
terus dia nanya ma gw ttg tmn skamar nanti mau ama sapa
gw ngom "mendingan ama lu aja drpd ma org yg gw blum kenal kan bahaya tuh...."
tapi dia bilang ke gw kalo dia tuh mau ambil program 1 tahun
jadi gmn donk?
gw bingung bgt

After that, gw di telpon ma temen gw yg lain lagi
dia tuh mau lanjut study ke taiwan
n dia ngajak gw
gimana neh?

Sbnrnya pd awalnya gw brencana mo ke taiwan
tapi gw ga tau napa malah apply ke China
menyesal pun ga berguna lagi
jadi gimana neh?

gw bener2 bingung
what should I do?

my fave lirik

Because of you

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too farfrom the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to plau on the safe side si I dont get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

neh lagu fave gw
napa gw ngom fave?
coz memang ini gw punya isi hati
gw yg selalu tersenyum d dpn orang banyak
gw yg selalu mencoba untuk tertawa
gw yg selalu humoris
tapi ga da yg tau kalo gw tuh misery banget
my life is so complicated
really2 complicated